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Death Decision Has Been Made: Drowning Myself in a Bathtub of Blood and Razorblades [30 Apr 2005|10:17pm]
[ mood | I Wish I Had More Pills ]

Oh life... not as bad as it could be... not even close... hung out with sir ryan of toddingham. Later on (one opeth album later) i was taken captive to the presences of ian, shawn and dillon. :jumps for joy: went to indulge ourselves in smoke at smoker friendly (we=lame) smoking tobacco out of a hukka is pointless (note this) finally i kicked those fuckers out (<3 you guys) and saw my dearest crisselda. she's hawt. came home and now i am indulging in a lovely little film known as cradle of fear. oh dani he is eyegasmic.

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LISTEN TO POISON THE WELL NOW! [30 Apr 2005|03:37am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

life is tiresome. no school for me today. nothing but a sleepful, and lifeless life. suicide is the ultimate escape. and you control it. beautiful. i slice my wrists and only i know and only i feel and only i control to live or die. how much is too much? am i crazy? or is it really that i am the normal one and the entire world is out of control and i'm one of the only ones who understands what's going on. i have to get out of this place. what would be the best way to go?
a. bullet through head
b. air bubble through vein
c. razorblade through wrist
d. lungs filled with water and blood
e. coma like state induced through drugs
f. taking so many pills and drinking so much alcohol that you lie down and sit and hear your own heart slowly stop beating
g. go hXc style and stab yourself in the chest elliot smith style

..... any suggestions?......

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One of the Better Communities on LJ [29 Apr 2005|12:55am]
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[28 Apr 2005|10:40pm]
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[28 Apr 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

So prom was awesome, I had so much fun. We all met at my house, did the picture thing and then went to dinner. Pics from prom are at www.photobucket.com
Username: Lisislunchbox
Password: Smurf
Dinner was good. Prom was neat. I felt like I was underwater. I guess that's what they were going for. Midnight on the Harbor, silly stuco kids. Afterwards we ended up just going to Ian's. Kyle, Shawn and I got pretty fucked up. I guess I couldn't really talk or walk, I remember being able to talk. We just hung out and watched tv and "stuff", woke up in a random guest bed the next morning, went home and slept til like 5 that was it. Nothing really of much importance has happened since then other than the fact that we made a horror movie that we're going to get the worst grade in the world on. Besides the fact that we used a ton of blood (corn syrup and red kool aid) and we were slicing each other's throats, shooting up heroine, drowning each other in bath's of razorblades and bloody water, slicing wrists, and gutting each other, I think for the most part our teacher will like it. It's only like 4 minutes long so that may be a strike against us. Fun times... <3 you all

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[12 Apr 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]


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Survey i stole from leah and realtered [11 Apr 2005|09:52pm]
[ mood | hot ]

I've kissed someone: Yes
on the cheek:Yes
on the lips:Yes
on their hands or fingers:Yes
in my room:Yes
in their room: Yes
of the same sex:Yes
of the opposite sex:Yes
younger than me:No
older than me:Yes
with jet black hair:Yes
with curly hair:No
with blonde hair:No
blue eyes:No
with flaming red hair:Hell no
with straight hair:Yes
smaller/shorter than me:No
bigger/taller than me:Yes
with a lip ring:Yep
who was drunk:Yes
who was high:Yes
who I had just met:Yes
who was homosexual:No
who I didn't really want to kiss:No
on a holiday:Yes
who was going out with someone else:No
who was going out with someone close to me:No
who was my good friend's brother or sister:No
who had been/is in jail:No
in a graveyard:strangely enough yes
at a show/concert:Yes
at the beach:No
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water:Yes
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with: Yes
with dyed hair:Yes
with a shaved head:eww no
who was/is my good friend:yes
who was/is in a band:yes
who has tattoos:Yes
who is of a completely different race than me:no
in the rain:not yet
in another continent besides where I was born:no
with an accent:no
with an std:god i hope not
on a boat:no
in a car/taxi/bus:yes
on a plane:no
at the circus/carnival: ya this really hot carnie named sebastian the clown (sarcasm)
with a missing body part:not that i know of
in the movies:yes
eskimo style:yep

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[01 Apr 2005|12:13am]
[ mood | tired ]

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))

Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 80340 times on bzoink!

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :: Lisi
Birthplace :: Fort Benning, Georgia
Age :: 17
Age you act :: sometimes 15
Current location :: woodland park, co
Eye color :: naturally green, right now grey
Hair color :: freshly dyed black
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :: ambidextrous
Zodiac sign? :: aries
Height? :: 5'5
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :: finnish and cuban
Your hair :: medium length, a few layers
Your fears :: veins in wrists, disappointing people, opening up
Your perfect room :: clean and creative
What you practically do in a day :: school, work, hang out with friends, contemplate life?
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :: ya'll, and quit it (trying to never say them again)
Phrases you overuse :: ya'll cummon
Your first thought when you wake up :: how did i get here?
Your greatest accomplishment :: i'm going to graduate high school
Something you want to do :: Travel
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :: pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings :: burger king
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :: both =
Chocolate or vanilla :: vanilla
Adidas or Nike :: if i must, adidas
Black or white :: black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :: bills (coins can be comical sometimes though)
Burgers or hot dogs :: burgers
Egypt or France :: France
Rock or rap :: Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :: No, not really
Cuss :: Yes
Sing well :: Attempt to yes
Sing in the shower :: Yes
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :: Yes
Believe in yourself :: Yes
Like taking these longass surveys? :: Yes
Play an instrument :: Yes
Want to go to college? :: Yes
Want to get married? :: Yes
Want to have children? :: Haven't really thought about that one, one step at a time.
Think you're a health freak? :: No
Get along with your parents :: Mom, yes ; Father, no
Get along with your siblings? :: No
Think you're popular :: No, I'm a loser
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :: Yes
Drank alchohal :: Yes
Smoke :: Yes
Get high :: __
Done any drugs :: __
Eaten an entire box of oreos :: No
Been on stage :: No
Gone skinny dipping :: No
Been dumped :: No
Dyed your hair :: Yep, just did.
Stolen anything :: No
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :: Cj
Loudest :: Kyle, Ryan, Shawn, Andrew and Jessica
Most shy :: Steph (sometimes)and Leahkins
Blondest :: Hair color Leahkins, Mentality probably me
Smartest :: Ryan and Andrew
Kindest :: Cj, Kyle and Ian
Best personality :: Everyone (that's why they're my friends)
Most talented :: Shawn with Guitar, Kyle with guitar, Andrew with his beat box drum thing, and Ian with his chad ginsberg guitar spin around.
Best singer :: ME
Most ghetto :: No Clue
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :: NOT TOUCHING THIS ONE
Pain in the ass :: Me
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):: Me
Funniest :: Shawn, Ian, Kyle, Andrew, and Jessie
Best person for advice :: Kyle or Jessica
Dependable :: All of them
Trustworthy :: Most of them
Druggie :: __
Most likely to end up in jail :: Kyle
Person you've known the longest :: Jessica
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :: Don't remember it.
Last nightmare :: I lost someone important to me.
Car ride :: Taking Cj home a few hours ago.
Last time you cried :: Yesterday
Last movie seen :: Toolbox Murders
Last movie rented :: Toolbox Murders
Last thing read :: Cosmo
Last word said :: goodnight
Last curse word said :: shit
Last time you laugh :: Don't Remember
Last phone call :: Ian
Last CD played :: The Killers
Last song you listened to :: "Love Song" 311
Last annoyance :: Ryan
Last IM :: Melissa
Last weird encounter :: Wierd ass people in taco bell who knew my name.
Last person you hugged :: Carrie
Last person you yelled at :: Ryan
Last time you wore a skirt :: Last Sunday
Last time you've been evil :: I'm never evil
Sarcastic? :: I'm never sarcastic
Last time you fought with your parents :: Don't Remember
Last time you wished upon a star :: Last Fall
Played Truth or Dare :: At my house over spring break with Steph and Cj
Spent quality time alone :: Now
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :: Yes
Do you feel lonely :: Almost Always, I think it's the depression...
Ever TP'd someone's house :: Yes
How about egging someone's house :: Yes
Do you not like dislike not like me? :: No, I love you.
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :: NO they are not!
Yo Momma :: My mother* what?
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :: No
What do you think of George Bush? :: I wanted Nader to win.
Any secret fetishes? :: Not that I wish to share over the Internet.
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :: No
How many languages do you speak? :: Multiple
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :: Nah
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :: In that case, No

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[29 Mar 2005|10:30pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

oh silly children. so many people hate me. oh they're adolescent insignificance. they make me wanna chuckle and burn myself. goodness gracious. that will be all.

today was alright. our school was supposedly going to get shot up in this next week. it didnt. snowed so much. should have skipped last period and left with ryan and jess (sry guys). tomorrow we get to have a way rad anti-hate assembly. gay.

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[22 Mar 2005|12:55am]
[ mood | anxious ]



Saturday... cj comes over after work. we end up drinking.

Sunday... sleep til forever. worst hangover headache ever. LAST dAY AT PIzZA Hut

Monday... took my sexy pics at cjs house. www.photobucket.com username: lisislunchbox password: smurf
cj comes over. ryan follows. then shawn follows. we go get rachel. jessica smith splunks over. finally jessica shows up. by the way jessica is the biggest procrastinator in the world. jesse maestroni is too drunk to hang out with us :(
(maybe next time jesse)... now i sit here planning out future plans. need to hang with my darlings, ashley and caitlyn. stephernie and andrew too. we'll all get together eventually. <3 ya'll
(ps. I'm dragging everyone to the gwar concert this summer)

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insignificant girls are stupid [14 Mar 2005|10:19pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

friday night... glow in the dark putt putt golf with Ian, Shawn, and Ryan. stupid girl called me a slut. poor girl is one... haha. home. sleep.

saturday morning... thirty minutes late for meeting. picked up steph. went shopping with steph. not luck finding dress.

saturday night... work. home. cj spent night.

early sunday morning... still up. ;)

sunday morning... shopping with cary. finally found perfect dress.

sunday night... work, sleep.

monday... school!

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so happy [06 Mar 2005|09:08pm]
[ mood | happy ]

friday night.... hung out with ian and kyle. kyle passed out. i kept throwing pillows. no movement from kyle. so ian entertained me. shawn picked them up. i went to sleep on a bed ian attempted to make for me. mattress+1 pillow+1 blanket=my bed for that night.

saturday morning.... couldn't reach boys. called steph made plans. was about to call and invite jessica. boys called. gave me shit for making other plans. made me feel bad. called steph back. forgot about jessica (sorry still <3 you). went to ians. not feeling well. spilled breakfast all over stairs (sorry joann). golfing with rocks. beagle on roof. funny. tiredly makes way to car. says bye to ian. cant find kyle.

saturday night.... work, home, bed.

sunday noon.... wake up, call steph. watch lifetime movies. get dressed. go to work.

sunday night.... work, come home, shower, on computer....

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[22 Feb 2005|09:14pm]
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Got to know ppl for what's on the inside.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? Didnt make one this year, probably wont next year.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? i dont know
4. Did anyone close to you die? yes
5. What countries did you visit? america
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a brand new car
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? christmas
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? being nice to the ones i hate
9. What was your biggest failure? hating the nice ones
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? a few bad hangovers
11. What was the best thing you bought? clothes
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? wtf
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? anything certain 15 yo girls did
14. Where did most of your money go? clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? graduation
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? anything by avril lavigne
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? much thinner
iii. richer or poorer? richer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? socializing
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? being antisocial
20. How will you be spending Christmas? dont know
22. Did you fall in love in 2004? only with louis vuitton
23. How many one-night stands? Zer0
24. What was your favorite TV program? sex and the city duh
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? oh god yes
28. What did you want and get? a small ass
29. What did you want and not get? liposuction
30. What was your favorite film of this year? A night in paris
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 17, i dont remember my birthday
32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? a 58,000,000 house in wpb fla.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? totally glam darling
34. What kept you sane? the medication
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? paris hilton
36. Which political issue stirred you the most? im not political
37. Who did you miss? everyone who wasnt with me
38. Who was the best new person you met? my dearest darling leahkins
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: dont mix your drinks
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: "we're gonna party like it's 1999, doo doo doo doo do, doo doo doo doo do"
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[18 Feb 2005|08:47pm]
today was long and boring. last night was neat though. steph andrew and i went up to kyle's to see ian and shawn. Kyle ditched us to go to arizona or new mexico or something. we all just hung out. i got snapped in the ass with a towel. it still kinda feel the stinging. then steph andrew and i went back to my house and steph spent the night and of course i fell asleep on her. (sry steph) gnite
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kyle ruined my life [10 Feb 2005|08:38pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

today completely sucked ass because kyle left and i was stuck with nobody. something caught my attention today that seemed slightly funny. the fact that i took someones "spot in life". stupid ass people. ima go bitch at kyle. we all know why he went home early... ;) leah saved the day though. <3 ya leahkins. <3 ya'll gnite

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[07 Feb 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

Today dragged on forever. It was supposed to be another wonderful day of my life but that just messed up. Stupid weather prevented me and kyle from going downtown. what can ya do though. Nothing is worse than having plans then cancelling them last minute because of the weather :( . Sry applecore maybe next time. So just stayed up here with kyle, and ate a shit load of food. So basically my day was lame.

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[05 Feb 2005|08:45pm]
[ mood | blank ]

last night i didnt end up going to sleep until around 430. leah had to suffer through this while i spent a few wasted hours on the emogame. i am officially pathetic. ahh today leah and i went to kyles and hung out with him, ian and shaun. that's about it. btw thanx for finally fixing my journal leahkins. xoxoxo

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[05 Feb 2005|12:24am]
leah and i are chilling and figuring this out and i am bein emocated.
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